Where I am

Ha ha! Well, I haven't been on here since April, there is no real reason why not, the truth is I just forgot all about this. I just remembered it so I logged on, and was surprised to find several comments. There was one comment left on June 6, 2010 by Anonymous, it made me laugh out loud. What they recommended I do in my post "Why am I here" is exactly what I had already decided. Shortly after I wrote that heartfelt post, I watched a video about the flaws in CPS. I found myself wanting so badly to change things. I have had that desire many times in the past but always convinced myself it was not do-able because it didn't fit into the Africa plan. That's when it hit me, maybe the reason I have been hitting so many road blocks is because I shouldn't be trying to force my plan to work. I decided maybe I should go with something I know I am passionate about, instead of trying to find out if I could like something because it fits in Africa dream better.
I determined I need to let go of my plans for me, and go with what God intended. He is after all the one who put these passions inside of me.
I am not giving up on my dream of Africa, but I am letting happen when it happens, instead of forcing it.
I have changed my major, yes again, to social work in hopes of helping foster kids find good permanent homes.
Something else MAJOR happened over the summer, that I also believe will have an impact on the rest of my life. My next post will be more details about that. Stay tuned!! <3